Oh what a day...lol. It actually wasn't too bad. My kids let me sleep in (which never happens when Chris is gone) and I just got to relax all morning. It was nice to just sit and cuddle with my kids. I got an email from Chris right after I woke up. He is the sweetest at times lol. He has been sending tons of emails and has been writing some really sweet loving things in them. It melts my heart to read the things he is saying. I feel today was a lot easier then yesterday and I am hoping it only gets easier from here. I hate when my husband is gone but I know it is for a good reason. He loves his career and I completely support him in that. If it wasn't for men like my husband I could only imagine what this country would be like. He makes the ultimate sacrifice and so do us wives back at home. If it wasn't for our support and understanding our husbands would not be able to make it through the hardships of deployment.
Even though this is not his first deployment, this one is the hardest. This is his first deployment since having kids and he is so worried that the kids will be completely different when he gets back. The kids will have grow and learned a lot of new things but they will still be his and they will embrace him when he comes home.
My friends are helping me get through this time and I am slowly starting to make more friends. Getting into a routine is going to be a huge help to me. Once the kids get used to Daddy being gone again things will slowly fall into place.
At this point all I know is I miss my husband very much but I am keeping my head high and putting on my brave face. The kids and I will be just fine and are stronger then we know.
Now its time to email my husband and go to bed.
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